Nadeeya

THE LAST POST

2006-08-25T13:45:00.000+08:00

THE LAST POST

Rain, rain,went away.
Sun came out with pipe of clay,
blew a bubble whole-world-wide,
stuck a rainbow on one side.

Is not a final end
But the beginning of a new chapter
And the creation of a fond memory
Which will keep our heart company forever
Goodbye my friends.

2006-08-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

seoul garden-ing

Oh you dark one

Eternal outsider

Caught in the spider's web you've spun

eltech suck like hell

2006-08-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

150806

the day started wif lotsa shouting (please good shouting not vulgar shouting) and laughter. caught up with the girls to break fast aka celebrating my birthday thou i think we didnt really celebrate it coz nobody say a word abt birthday until the end of the day. maybe we're got too "into" catching each other breath. haha (:

but this girls freaking surprised me by doing me a video of their birthday wishes! hahaha. SO SWEET! homg. and no one freaking tell me. i had to find out at the website dot the hard way. HURHURHUR. ape seh. hahaha. but nevertheless, i feel very blessed with you girls as my frens (:

i am one LUCKY GIRL! dammit, 17th the best thing ever happened!

PHOTO updates (:

we're on the HIGHway (:

20sticks of satay + succulent juicy chicken WINGS!

i like chicken kebab

dot' s chicken rice!

red hot chilli pepper!

red mutton chopchop (:

red mee goreng

take a stroll along the beautiful night scene! and this is what we came across!

grass jelly yet again :) tsk

can you see me ? HOMG.

lemonade + chocolate cakey

the screaming-damsel-in-distress duo (:

and the DARLIE ambassador. HAHAHA

and the camera woman of the night!

and i cannot find the picture i took with this WET BUM! ahha (:

I FREAKING LOVE THIS picture! <3

supertight corp JEANS model

we are honoured coz the mr DA VINCI's model is there to show us how to pose for the human parts!

and i had my cam-whoring moments (: HAHAHA

2006-08-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

my part of the story :)

it was 10pm and there was a knock on my door! hahahaha. if i were to suffered from heart attack, haii. . dah mati dah on the spot. hahaha! homg. i tell you its like the biggest surprise ever! and my family pon complot sekali! haha. and i never thought i ever got fooled! haha. blonde (: hahaha!

and let the picture do the talking! coz i really cannot describe what i am feeling now!

THIS IS DEFINATELY THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

this is how i reacted! i was screaming like tarzan! macam menang hadiah uh. and there right in front of me, AMIRA, MENA, HANNIE, QAMAL AND AMIROOL! haha!

ok. and the whole night, my hand was on my face!
it was a surreal moment for me! HOMG!

the BIRTHDAY CAKE! MENA bake it and its delicious! and i freaking LOVE IT!!!!

hahaha. see the hand again. haha. the wish + candle blowing!

my mother and nenek! the two who also involves in this big complot!
muacks <33

aww. I FREAKING LOVE THE KISS! i didnt was my face for the whole night tau!

PRETTY CHILDREN rocks the house!

yeah, the food (:

and the otah-suaping!

cannot see my eyes right? haha. this is how i look like when i am freaking ECSTATIC!

open the gifts time!
from left:
MNG adorable from amira+amirool's mother (:
the yellow package from HANNIE!
red package from AMIROOL!
the chicken little from AH MENG!
and the cookie from MALMAL!

the card amirool BELLAMY gave me! OH SO SWEET KAN!

CUDDLE UP people!

the BEST GIFT i ever received in my life!

ok. i still cannot stop SMILING! haha. it really felt like a dream!

somebody please PINCH ME !

2006-08-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

I FREAKING HAD A BLAST SURPRISED PARTY AT MY HOUSE AND THERE THEY WERE THE PRETTY CHILDREN ! OH THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVAAAAR ! I LOVELOVELOVELOVE MIRA, MENA, HANNIE, AMIROOOL & QAMAL !!!

cannot stop smiling !!

haha. picture update soon (:

2006-08-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

i shared my last few moments being a 16year-old kid with my bestfriends (leha included!) and we had a freaking BLAST at ecp.

nemo freakingly couldnt make it. tsktsk. but she was all so sweet macam gula! i love that girl lar. again, we ordered like what 3days amount of food and alot alot of grass jelly! hahahahahaha. and they sang me a birthday song so freaking loud that the party next door turn their head at stare at us! HAHAHA! so coool!!!

and today, shaheeb and nurlina belanja me three HUGE scoops of ice-cream! and it turns out, the guy who scoop the ice-cream for me gave it for FREE coz they told him its my birthday! hahaha. so sweet kan! and they still owe me a treat! HAHAHA. they're sweetest thing ever!

and THANKS TO those i have mention here but the freaking blooger is so fucked up and the rest i forgot to mention, THANK YOU! coz its the thought that counts!

2006-08-13T11:20:00.000+08:00

((:

The soothsayer said in vain

The rain would not rain,

Now, it’s raining down to drain.

2006-08-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

i freaking spent $20 on cab ride yesterday. i could die on the spot looking for an atm machine in geylang sia. and now, mother is going to be freaking mad at me, taking my $$ for freaking granted. and lucky enough i dont have to pay for my handphones bills. thank you mother.

i never thought distance could be the boundary for alot of things. seriously. now that we hardly have time to see/meet/talk with each other i could never missed you girls more. at least without me ee still have amal, nunu and abdillah, dot and salman, amira and mr arnab and mena and her bacin. hahaha. oh so cool sia.

nothing to fret about, i still have nemo and super-corny classmates to crack up my day. haha. did i tell you recently i've picked up the habit talking to any person sitting/standing etc. . . beside me anywhere and everywhere. like the one in the mrt on the way to watch awallah dondang. i just made friend with an auntie. and i bet she'll remember me. haha.

oh yes,
he finally make his move yesterday (((:

2006-08-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

idayu go and tag me seh. hahahaha ((:

3 names you go by:
Nadee,
Nad,
Yah (family pet-name)

3 parts of my heritage:
malay,
chinese (my great-great grandfather had a surname of Foo) ,
a pinch of javanese

3 of your daily essentials:
spectacle,
clean undies,
pearlie white

3 things im wearing now:
riang ria tee,
favourite pyjamas pant,
lucky bra

3 things you want in a relationship other than love:
mutual trust,
tenderness,
inner beauty

3 truth and 2 lies:
i am 185cm
i carry garlics with me during the Hungry Ghost Festival to ward off evil
i was once a lead singer in a band
i have a green color toothbrush
my mother is a japanese and father is french

3 physical things that the oppsite sex appels to you:
hair,
smell,
luscious lips + a good set of teeth

3 of your favourite hobbies:
watch movie,
reading,
lepak-ing with the Girls and Pretty Children

3 things you want badly right now:
new handphone,
new room wall color (dah nak Hari Raya) ,
the boys at the 6th floor to SHUT UP

3 place you want to go on a vacation:
Phuket (beautiful beachers + hot bods = happy nadee) ,
London (i want to see the London's Eye) ,
Alaska (for the sake of the penguins and sealions and whales)

3 things you wanna try doing:
bangra-robics,
dragon-boating,
ballroom dancing

3 people i would like to see take this test:
dot,
~~idayu (she is the one who tagged me )~~ ,
the 5 PRETTY CHILDRENs

2006-08-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

i am highly obsessed with americans old movie. those times where rivalry between the West-side rich kids and the East-side greaser. West-side rich kids will be riding mustangs and dressed in clothes worth bombs while the east-side greaser wore long hair with lots of oil in them and dressed in super tappered blue jeans and t-shirts, or leave the shirt-tails out and wear leather jackets and tennis shoes or boots + smoke to make them look cool.

one of such movies i love is The Outsiders directed by Francis Ford Coppola and the book written by S E Hinton.

i suggest you read the book first before watching the movie ((:

The Outsiders `1983

2006-08-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

i freaking want to meet a whole lot of peoples on aweekafter national day (:

i miss my sayang dot.

i miss my horney ee.

i miss my dear nunu.

i miss my babe mama.

i nak pergi cycling date lagi. i want to race the rain like we did previously. then get drenched and got drunk on grassjelly. went bowling and played arcade like no one business till late and walked home from east coast (:

i wished for that day again.

"Independent Puppets" says:
btw i promsie to take u out k on ur bdae k
"Independent Puppets" says:
whenever u free ill take u out
3 ≥ 18:98 " touch that hand that drives a white Mercedes Benz ((: " says:
eh you serious ar
"Independent Puppets" says:
ya... y u asking me sooo many times?
"Independent Puppets" says:
u tink i pervertic ar? ... ans: NO

the one guy who never stop putting a big smile on my face (:

2006-08-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

apart from the morning incident, YAY! i've finally caught the lake house with amira, qamal and amirool! Amirool and i swore to watch the movie together and at long last WE DID! hahaha! despite the 99mins long (which i freaking think is too short) the whole PLOT was so cool.

and if you are going to catch it, please please DONT MISS THE LAST PART. dont even blink a wink!

what a SEEXXAAAYYY voice you have MR REEVES! (((:

"You waited . . "

2006-08-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

i had a purely 100% HAPPY DAY but one bad incident had to spoiled the morning.

after this sentence, i am sorry if i offended some people. but i dont think it had to do with any racism.

two christian girls came and approached me today in the sch library to tell me about a few stuff on JESUS. i was totally caught in the moment. i said i wasnt interested coz i am a MUSLIM but they kept on saying to hear them out. so i as like ok. fine. but yet in my heart, i was doing my prayer very hard. they started by showing me this little pamplet about MAN and how one became sinner and stuff. its totally the same as ISLAM only, we preached different thing. and definately we have different believes.

after she read the whole pamplet to me, she asked me "Do you believe in JESUS?" and i was like HELLLOO? didnt i just tell you i am a MUSLIM? didnt you listen? so i answered "I ONLY BELIEVE IN 1 GOD AND that is ALLAH."

its not that i am showing disrecpect, but i am sorry. i respect your religion and you have to do the same to mine.

2006-08-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

AWALLAH DONDANG ((((:

my pink polo teee again! <33

HAHAHA! i told you i am 185cm! and nunu look like as if she went for TEETH EXTENSION! haha! AND ee is only 134 cm ?

a long last decent group photo and all the boys actually smile!

hahahaha. AMAL our hardworking/have to layan our karenah/dont know how to count photographer! (:

and abdillah our HAHAHAHAHA! just look at him . . .

crazy MRT rides + laughing gas OVERDOSE!

I LOVEEE this pIcture (:

2006-07-31T09:46:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY was awesome! met up with the girls and YAY! i missed them especially mamasita ar! its been like a month+ since i last saw her. WOAH. we got amal his present and met the boys at bedok mrt. and its been ages since i last saw adam and salman. HAHA. its nice to see them again (:

upon reaching outram, we had a mini 'AMAZING RACE' to kreta ayer cc which get everyone sweating like pigs. hahaha. damn cool lar. now i suddenly missed those hari raya times where amira, mena, and myself did the "SAPER NUMBOR 1" game in baju kurong! hahaha.

the show, AWALLAH DONDANG was superb. I LOVE MALAY THEATER LAR! cannot angkat. after teh whle show, suddenly i miss band. HOMG. i think i actually missed performing. I WANT TO JOIN ACTING CLASS!! chey. hahahaha. each feeling right after every show is something you cannot exchange for. the hardwork, the commitment, the sweat, everything suddenly felt so WAAAHHH.. its worth it being in showbiz if you have that passion (:

dot was awesome. seriously. she and her lenggok. woah, cannot angkat. ESPECIALLY THE BRANGRA DANCE! hahahahahahaha!

photo updates soon (:

I MADE ANOTHER POLICE REPORT (regarding LOVE) TODAY with my cousan.
i miss myLOVE.

2006-07-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

tagged by some toot/* HAHAHHA.

YOUR TEN FAVOURITES

favourite colors any thing bright, eye-catching
favourite food: Bedok South fried cockle kway tiao (sp??)
favourite movie: so far its gona be SHE'S THE MAN
favourite sport: VOLLEYBALLL :)
favourite season: i have to say SPRING. not to hot, not to cold.
favourite ice-cream flavours: yougurt (sp?) fruit ice cream at sch co-op
favourite country: Lion city
favourite thing: my pink polo tee from U2 :)

YOUR NINE CURRENTS

current mood: EXICTED! i know he know we know ((((:
current clothes: shirt and short.
current desktop: some half- naked MALE MODELS
current toe nails: nude
current time: 1910 hour
current annoyance: the orang kahwin at the 6th floor
current thoughts: what satay should i eat later ? hmm. . .
current songs: Is It Any Wonder - Keane

YOUR EIGHT FIRST

first boyfriend: Kamal. no comment abt him. i was too naive then.
first crush: Danial Triadi. band mate. it was infatuation then.
first movie: Lion king. watch it wif mother at tampines GV
first piercing: i think when i was 18 months old.
first lie: ermm. when i know who to take bus to go merayap!
first music: WESTLIFE - MY LOVE (: i still like that song hokkay
first cry: 16 Aug 1989. bdae coming soon!!

YOUR SIX LAST

last drink: Honey milk tea
last crush: The mechanical engineering year 2 guy from SP (: AMIROOL should know.
last movie seen: POSEIDON
last phone call: Amira, anak kepada Encik Nasir!
last cd played: BLINK 182

FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING :

red ring,
all star tee,
giordano shorts,
spectacles,
lucky bra

FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:

shower at 3pm,
buy honey milk tea,
went out to make another police report,
window shop for handphones

THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:

radio WARNA 94.2 fm for azan,
grandmother asking me to get off my seat to go and do my prayers,
the people at the orang kahwin at 6th floor gossiping.

TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:

my mother
and $$$$$

ONE THING I DO WHEN IM BORED:

dig my nose or go and take another shower (:

WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:

EE, DADA, PRETTY CHILDRENS and all.

2006-07-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

it seems like its "VALENTINE" day again this july-august. people are getting hitched and falling in love again. aww. how sweet. i love smell of love. ahhhh..

i've lost you, my love-at-first-sight <3

and YES i keep bumping into this guy in sch who sat beside me during eg1 maths common test paper. it seems like he is everywhere. HOMG. but. . he is ok-looking afterall so its not a bad sight (: HAHA.

"Hie Blh kenal2? " <--- I DONT ENTERTAIN SUCH SMS.

apparently, some ASSHOLE take this opportunity (abt the lost of contacts) to kill me. and whats with 25 year old guys and me ? URGH.

i feel so HAPPY (:

abt TMR. abt dot. abt miting my GFs

// abt HIM.

*raaaidderr! HOW ?

yay!

2006-07-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

I WAS SPOOKED!

my handphone got STOLEN. please get the fact straight. it happened right under my nose. and please spooked doesnt mean i literally gave the moron my hp. HE PICK-POCKED IT from my sling bag.

NOW i am running a high fever now so please spare me for all my tots in this post. i never loved any other phone more than i love this one. it had all my personal details in it and stuff. and please personal doesnt mean those horny stuff like "TAMMY" hokay.

but even if i keep those kind of videos/pictures HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA this moron cannot even on my bloody handphone. IT JUST WASTE OF EFFORT + TIME + ADRENALINE RUSH eww. MY handphone had a sim-lock which only means only my sim-card can be open and phone lock which means you need to have my password to unlock it and simcard lock itself. see how many locks i used to protect my love handphone. URGH.

i never cried + running a fever before except the day my grandfather died back in january 2006. it really hurt the deepest part of youR heart.

YOU WILL never find any other one who feels more passionate than me about a freaking phone.

I WANT TO CRY AGAIN! hurhurhur. cannot concentrate. HOMG. exam in 2weeks.

AND PLEASE DO NOT FUCKINGLY TELL ME TO "yang sudah tu sudah lar nad" or else I'LL KICK YOUR FREAKING ASS. ill move on when i want to move on.

i just arrived home from school. yes and it is 2145 hours (NVRT TRUST THE TIME ON MY BLOG OR EVEN THE DATE SOMETIMES) volleyball inter-class competition was unexpectedly exciting (: but unfortunately i only play 1.5 of the matches. and i got to hit the ball across the net thrice! SO YAY!

again i saw IVOR in the bas with his new so-called haircut! HAHAHA. honestly, if you see him just now and now, its not much of a big diff. so now i know IVOR must be reading my blog SECRETLY! HAHA. so please go and tagg on the left side so i know you did visited my blog :)

AGAIN
sorry if i am losing so much temper this days.

those who actually gave me support, mainly DOT, RAIDER, DAYU, MAS, MENA, AMIRA, YAS those who gave in support and i forgot to type the name here, THANK YOU ! i owe you.

2006-07-24T14:13:00.000+08:00

if you guys had noticed by now, you definately wont be able to contact me thru my handphone. thats due to the fact that some moron kidnapped my 2 month old love from my bag. i hope if you (those who are reading this) happened to see my love samsung X700 lying around or see somebody using it suspiciously please contact me thru my home phone. i will come down and called the police because

I WANT THIS MORON WHO KIDNAPPED MY LOVE BEHIND BARS!

i'll thank you for your cooperation (:

anyway, you can contact me back at my same number 90_ _ _ _29 in abt a months' time or my home phone (ask me personally if you need it)

do you know losing handphone is like losing your family to accident ?
the feeling is that deep.

in loving memory

24 May- 23 July 2006

2006-07-22T13:25:00.000+08:00

i am fed up with alot of things. mainly some fucked up people who are so insensitive about life and people's feeling. i am facing enough trouble with school and life so stop harassing me in other ways.

"THE BOIFREN THING" : eh MAT kau jangan nak step mana nyer pandai lar. biler masa aku ader masalah dgn kau? kalau kau ader masalah dgn aku, tk boleh nak bebual mcm lelaki sejati? eee. LELAKI macam ni adek aku nk terpikat? eee. PEEELLEEAASSEE eh. and lagi satu, aku tk kenal kau saper? nama kau pon aku tk tau. abe tiba-tiba YANG KAU TU TERASA KENAPA? ader aku kata si polan bin si polan ? TK ADER KAN. jadi asal kau nak cari pasal ni? dahlar tu TAKOT nak letak nama sendiri biler tag? jenis lelaki aper kau ni? tak tau nak respect perempuan langsung. kau ingat adek aku bebual dgn lelaki, kau sorg je kepe. i might be refering to someone else?

kalau tak tau jgn nak buat fitnah ar.

BGSS : who the heck are you? WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO INTRUDE IN MY PERSONAL AFFAIR?

i am not engaging in any ways of conversation to those people who think highly of themselves, insult others in order to gain personal pleasure and discriminating against woman.

IF I IGNORE YOU, then its YOU! i dont freaking hell care.

FYI I AM NOT PMS-ing. I AM PISSED. period

2006-07-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

never go to spore idol roadshow if you have no intention to get the idols autographs! (amira! tk fair) hurhur. i came down with that intention but since I AM LATE, it sucks just standing there. and everyone around you smells pretty bad!

after that meet up with dot at bugis to eat MY MEE WANTON! hahahahah! but to my surprise, the mee wanton doesnt taste as good as i imagine. the wanton itself is erotically tantalizing thou! hahaha. anyhow, I LOVE TO LEPAK AT COFFEE SHOP! (inspirasi!!) coz the food is cheap yet tasteful! HAHAHA.

i would love to go back there again!
(coming weekend! nunu, ee, mas, farfar)

generous amount of wanton given to each bowl and yet we ordered more!
greedy PIG!

i enjoyed night mrt rides with my sayang DOT! (:

DOT aka the JU-ON ghost! HAHAHA!

its been a long time since dot and myself had big talks about boys. HAHA. we're facing the same problems now and it hurts so much deep down. its like you've moved on and you still have to compare HIM with the new guy. urgh. i feel silly thinking about this again. HAHAHAHA. LOVEd

2006-07-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

MMYY SISSTEERRR HAAVE AAA BOYFRIEND !

hahahahahahahahahahaha!

*singing in that tune (:

2006-07-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

i didnt attend c-programming class today. howells, due to the fact that the weather is so cooling that make me so malas. ahhh. . . okok. my reason is unreasonable. please spare me (:

instead, i attended the lectures. HAHA. i really like EG1 lecture. the lecturer is nice + i really really need to pay attention. its not like secondary sch where you can have tuition and stuff.. coz if you dont know, means you dont know. if you know.. then its good for you. AND i need to pay attention in class coz i know, when i got home. . i slacked like hell. TV is my new bestfriend haha. i wont even touch my books. so the only way to survive is by paying attention during lecture/tutorials (:

my group didnt finish ecpro presentation. all coz our dear mr wilson said that NO NEED. HOMG. and all of us ended up not doing anything. URGH and when the lecturer came to my group and asked whether we're ready . . they made me said i didnt bring my laptop. hurhur. i felt so fucked up ar. but anyhow, he dosesnt seem to mind but look pissed off.

took 154 home with ivor. i didnt know he took the same bus as me until today (: he is such a funny/lame/positive-thinker/philosopher wanabe. HAHA. its nice to have company when you took the bus home alone everytime. such a nice guy after sch but damn irritating during sch. haha.

AM I TAO ?

anyhow only ivor...

2006-07-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

HOMG. i almost forgot to post abt how i met FA 's FRIEND, FA________ ! haha. he suddenly look so . . . big now? TK BOLLEEH ANGGKKAAAT BABE! haha. i tot he is the "HUNK" in sch?

AND i saw shah iskandar (anugerah skrin) at sch! haha. i dont think he is that tall altho he look freaking tall in pics and tv ! pffftt.

AND AND just now, on the way to the bustop to school.. this guy/neighbour whom i never ever had actually talk before said HI to me. ** so i smiled at him and you know he said what ?????? "Eh senyum ajer dia" WTFH is going on ??? ee. tkder masa lah nak senyum2. abeh klu tk senyum kang sombong plak. BUT EEEE scary seh. he is always at the bustop with his creepy friend! HAHAHAHAHAHA. kentalan. i m feeling keeeraaazyy!

kk. dahdah. enough (:

**(actually got talk before. and during that time, it occured in the lift and YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID TO ME ?? he said, "CIK ADEK NAK PICIT NUMBOR BERAPER?" i mean he call me CIK ADEK ? hahahaha. mcm kat kampong2 gitu. hahaha)

2006-07-13T14:02:00.000+08:00

I CANT WAIT TO END MY S&W ! urgh. now i felt the malas-ness of excersing (sp?) and volleyball was damn tiring. but YAY to my world coz my s&w will end in 2 weeks time (:

BUT. . in order for that to happen, all of us have to go for inter-class competition ! i m in a good team. i mean my team members are tough, encouraging, nice.. and stuff like that. but somehow, i felt very intimidated by them.. all of us want to win badly. . . who doesnt right ? but . . . .

URGH. can die ar! competition in 2weeks time AND i still cannot serve over the freaking net!

Toon (: he is one of the nicest guy i've met so far. altho , all guys are the same. hahaha. i like talking to him abt stuff . . he have is now my new therapist. hahahaha!

my life hasnt been sailing that smoothly. yesterday for eeps (one of my module) we did SOLDERING! yes. and i think i screwed up. i freaking hate soldering now!

i want to watch movie and makan MEE WANTON @ bugis! nunu, ee, farfar, mas YOK MAKAN YOK !

2006-07-13T13:24:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY aka NDP family day was oklar. but the presence of my hottest/coolest girlfriends + amirool + mr arnab was the most memorable (:

the cool club clan (: PEACE

the only group photo we took ?

peepee BUTTONs

the whole time, amirool and myself was the only enthu one! the rest ? HAHA.

camera phone shots of the fireworks (: i tell i can DIE taking this shot ! HAHAHA.

2006-07-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

my hair look so . . . . like amirool tag "red blondie" ? HAHAHAHAHAHA! i dont know.

the girls night out was awesome lar. lepak at mira house.

i love the girls (:

2006-07-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

MINAHS are always a controversi (sp??) topic. yeah. i still dont understand why. they are just another species of human beings kan? so is being a minah a good or a bad thing? hmm. how could one just take a first look at a person and said she have a bitchy face? and ok. i have to admit i m guilty of that. coz i think first impression really do count. but soon enough, when everyone get to know each other, life is sailing pretty smoothly.

so if you have a friend with nose-piercing, high-pitched voice, golden hair and she asked you "Do i look like a minah to you? " what will you say? if you say no, then its lying. but if you say yes, maybe thats the end of your friendship. now see the point? you just have to take side. you see her (a stranger), and you say "OMG. she look like a minah." and she (the stranger) see you, "OMG. she look like a minah." so how? who's the real minah? (ok. reming me of the song "CAN THE REAL SLIM SHADY PLEASE STAND UP . . ." by eminem) HAHA (:

damn life is too complicated.

i must say i am guilty of saying alot of stuff --> bad stuff --> bitching abt stuff. and sometimes you just have to take sides. but most of the times, i make sure i am not involve. i hate being the one clearing up people's shit.

okok. wtf am i doing? i think 'the period' kicking in. thats why i suddenly feel so emo. HAHA.

NO OFFENCE. coz just now, the girls and i are talking abt this. HAH. tu psl suddenly emo. this post have nothing to do with anyone nor anything. just a plain discussion lar. nothing serious.

i deleted HIM. i've waited for this moment for 2years. and now i feel like celebrating! YESSSAHH!

2006-07-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

we went to lepak at starbucks, tampines yesterday for the longest time ever waiting for dot to finish her dancing class. the sofa there were so comfy that you could sleep in! serious. if only i had such sofa in my room. . ahh. . . . i dont need a bed anymore! HAHA. ok. merepek.

we are what friendships made of and i love you girls (:

at the end of the day, we all had fun! look at dot. she look scary right?? HAHA! haiyoh. AND YES I LOVE UPSIDE DOWN PHOTO! hahahaha. cool.

AND FAFA-RY-DAH syg,

i am coming to fetch you at sch on thurs.

i am serious.

i want to eat at canteen 3.

i want to cross the red bridge.

i want to meet my love.

HAHA

EE-DADA-YOU set kan? and NUNU-RYE-DAH is miting us there.

2006-06-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

i went to perm my hair today because my boyfriend say i look pretty with curls (:

and he look hot with that bangs!

and

i figure if i dont know how to manage my hair by sunday,

i am getting back my straight hair.

i dont care

2006-06-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

can you believe i actually went for both the the wildcard show plus the result show?!HAHA. come to think i abt it again, i still felt like i was DREAMING! haha. the whole singapore idol set/studio was darn COOL. honestly, nothing is what it seems on tv! HAHAHA. serious.

we sat directly behind the jugdes. behind ken during the wildcard show! haha. it so funny coz i dont want to be on tv and this guy, taufik keep wanting to be on tv. amirool was jumping in his sit and me? i keep going "OMG OMG. this is a like a dream!"

and true enough the atmosphere was "aphrodisiac"! everyone was 'HIGH' ! and if you see me on tv (haha. i bet some of you did!) that was how the crowd/fans of each contestant were even when its the break (the advertisments if you are watching at home) ! all the shouting, screaming, jumping just make you feel so bloody high! HAHA.

and gayle aunt is the best! i love her. and she is so nice to us. she's the one who gave us tickets to the result show (;

its definately a good experience and thanks to AMIROOL i've got this opportunity given (:

Amirool and his world cup JOKES !

HUNGERING 4 GAYLE!

2006-06-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

i pass my EG1 common test. HAHA. i was surprised by the outcome coz i expect bad results since my answer sheet was full of scribbles. i dont even think my handwriting was literate. but howell, I MANAGE TO PASS. alhamdullilah (:

AMIROOL WON TIX to singapore idol live show for this wednesday and he is bringing me! HOMG. you dont know how excited i am now! its gona be my first time (de-virginised) being in a studio for live broadcasting! AND THEN again, you'll see me shouting like one crazy frog on tv! HAHA. ok.
i m so so so excited giler now. .

AMIROOL I SO LOVE YOU!

2006-06-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

say HELLO to the kampong girl (: i had my two pony tail on today. and i look like i m from the 80`s cos i look like as if i had tuckd in my tee so high. AHAHA. and my mother aka idayu keep button-ing up my tee so i should look neat/ tidy aka nerdy. HAHAHA.

we had a crazy day once again. YESSSAAHH! haha. and keep talking abt NOSE HAIR and NOSE and SMELL and my pekak-ness. me and dot had a very unpleasant experience in the mrt just now. urgh. feel like puking :$

something really funny happened today. RAIDER aka the GARFIELD (coz she's wearing all orange) got splased by the koi fish outside raffles hospital today of mistaken identity! haha. i think the fishes thought she was a CAT (meowmeow) and thus splashed their pond water (i dont know how?) all over her clothes and she ran around hugging me! HAHA. funny funny.

idayu bought a tweeded pumps at bugis. HOT (:

after a long tiring day of walking and walking. . . we decided to be spider-woman walking upside down! hahaha. and dot loves taking photo of us walking! HAIYOHH.

mother birthday tmr & got her really cool stuff.
HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY MOTHER!

2006-06-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

my name is just NADIA-H
i only eat YELLOW NOODLE which my mother cook
i dont eat LAKSA coz i hate the smell
i am a smell-er. I smell everything before trying/ reading/ touching . . just name it. i smell them before i fell in love with it.
people say i have contagious laughter ? HAHAHHAHA
i will shake my leg vigorously when i m NERVOUS.
i have JLO butt and she is my friend. REALLY! she tot me alot of things ok.

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME

HAIR
anything that fly, bite, slide, crawl, walk on 4 legs . .
ALLAH
losing loved ones
hot oil
electricity
left (alone / even with people) in a DARK room

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT

rivermaya - you'll be save here
bryan adams - heaven
sugababes - too lost in you
five - lets dance
nysnc - this i promise you
lindsay lohan - confessions of a broken heart
mis teeq - scandalous

7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST

FRIED KWAY TEOW (COCKLE)
hang out with the girls
quality time with my family
movie marathon
hot bods
bags
travelling

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST

YEAHHH!
babi ar ____ (name)
astaghfiruallahalazim (sp?)
TK SENONOH!
. . . . . . seh (after every sentence)
i dont care
reaaallly?

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS

EVERYONE AR. i dont care.

2006-06-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

those (pic below) are my diaries of 4 wonderful years in BGSS. HAHA.

damn, i missed updating bits of stuff man (:

and good enough np doesnt have any school diary..

otherwise i would fill them up with lotsa scribbles.

in memory : 20th JUNE 2002-2005

NOW,

i ve decided not to own any diaries of whatever.

blogging will do just fine (:

2006-06-20T02:20:00.000+08:00

something hit me really hard today. i could have . . . BUT i missed the chance i had! i dont care. the next time a cute guy smiling at me, i am so giving my number. and please its the 21st century. WOMAN DO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE. fuck off. i m moving on.

and one more thing. i m not desperate. WHATEVER.
i need to have contacts. URGH.

and i think i saw F.A. eeew.

~~DO NOT CALL ME ~~SITI NADIAH~~~~.
my name is just NADIAH and please with the H .
its the melayu version.

2006-06-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

did a new skin on my own. YAY! (:

and YAY to HADY MIRZA (singapore idol) . i like him.

WILLIAM MOSELEY! the chronicles of narnia guy. I SWEAR HE LOOK LIKE AMAL. only the white-version. ok maybe sipi-sipi jer.. BUT on second tot, I THINK HE LOOK LIKE CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY! only way hotter..

look at those abs (:

2006-06-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

AMIRA, AMIROOL tag me. so i shall pass on this tag-ing crap to other victims. but i have to admit, its quite cool!

instructions: state eight different points of your ideal lover (I AM TAMBAH -ING to TEN. i dont care) . mention gender. tag eight others to do it. haha.

gender of ideal lover: purely MALE

DARK skin tone ? haha
must be at least 165 cm and above
loves to SMILE in pictures. but doesnt have to be photogenic. i cannot angkat those guy who nk step-fierce in photos with own girlfriend. bleah
pleasant-looking
have good communication skill with my family and myself
respect himself first then myself and our families
definately must 100% understand me, my friendship (coz i really treasure friendship the most), and kinship of course
WHITE / cream clean teeth. i had a very bad experience with this one.
funny, corky and yet, not crossing the line.
always THERE for me no matter what

eight people to do this in their blog:

IDAYU
FARIDAH
SALIHAH
YASMIN
FATIMAH
JANNA
MUNIR (np)
MY SISTER (if you are reading this)

2006-06-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

i lost my last post. IDIOT BLOGGER.

pretty QUINTUPLETS <33

2006-06-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

2 things that turned me off when i see HAWT guys :

1. SWEATY UNDERARMS.

i had this horendous incident where i really think this chinese guy in my sch is hawt! he was doing pushups at the sport complex. i was smiling to myself. then he raised his hand to do some streching (sp??). so i tot to myself, "NICE ARMS YOU'VE GOT THERE!" and i go for second look. OMG!! i saw drops of sweat crawling out from the massive hair he had under those arms sia. EEK. TRAUMA.

2.PULLING YOUR UNDERWEAR/BOXER IN PUBLIC.

i know, like as if i never pull my underwear in public.. but PLEASE DO IT DISCREETLY lar! it happened to me on my orientation day. i was queue-ing up for a drink and this guy in front of me is CUTEEE! so i was smiling to myself like a fool. then i was bombarded with multiple BUTT- STRACHING FROM HIM!! yes. scratched like theres no tomorrow! and it was infront of me.

on a brighter note, oklar.. i was staring and thinking "WOAH, he have cute butt." BUT THEN, without warning AGAIN, he TEROS PULLED/DIG IN SO DEEP (w/o checking out if anyone had see him did it) for his underwear/boxer. OMG. EEEK. TRAUMA.

i hope man get this.

2006-06-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

i came late for my el-tech paper today . not as in late-late but late. i came just on time. phew :x for the first time i took taxi to sch. HAHA. felt quite weird lar. then reality hit me hard on the face. i know i didnt do full prep work for my el-tech but i did my best ! URGH. so stress!

on a brighter note,
I HAVE START MY HOLIDAYS! YAY!

this mean breakfast at 12, lunch at 3, shower at 5
and dinner at 8! HAHAHA. at long last.

i was feeling like a crazy horse sitting alone at my sch bustop so i called a whole lot of people to watch movie w me. people who is very dear to me lar (:

so i called;

NORAIDAH - she didnt picked up so i am assuming she was having her papers.
FARIDAH - she picked up and she was already in the MOVIE! babi kau. hahha.
AMIRA- she is at camp. HAHAHA.
TAN TIAN EN - my kental boy. he is playing bball but we talked almost to an hour ;) coz i missed him so much since forever.
JANNA - she picked up but too bad she is grounded (for life ke babe?). weak seh. IMU sia!
EDDY - my another crazyy ass. he was too busy to teman me coz he is forever jamming! and he asked me to teman him on the phone for like an hour. HE SERIOULSY NEVER CHANGE at all.
MY SISTER - called to asked her what she want for lunch. HAHA.

wanted to called IDAYU, but figure she is doing her project. MAS also i guess. and i dont think they want to go watch movie even.

so i was stuck alone at the bustop for 2hours 30min just talking on the phone! (free incoming calls) hahaha (:

cant wait for sat coz my time is gona be occupied by the another crazyy frens of mine from EUROPE KAN MIRA! HAHA.

idayu love breast and butts ! dont ask me why coz she keep drawing them!

2006-06-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

i had EG1 paper today . i dont know if i did even ok. i am still in holiday mood since like starting of poly. and IT SUCKS. serious. urgh.

ok, mom have gone berserk. we went shopping yesterday and she spent her money on BAGS! yes. handbags. i bought a white bag and my aunt got a black one and my mom got herself a clutch. then she got my granny a purse. and $150 gone like that. bye bye $$. and not long ago my mom just bought a new handbag and she claimed it to be like tai-tai bag coz its made out of brocade and its in gold.

WE, WOMEN CAN NEVER GET ENOUGH OF BAGS!

YESSAH!

______________________________

PEOPLE PLEASE IGNORE THE D*CKHEAD (:

he is a CRAZZY ASS & DRUNK.

2006-06-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

what i WISH to get during this holiday

(if i got the $ haha and since it is the great singapore sale lar :) ;

purely 100% black tint shades
checkered top (crumpled) frm SnK
denim OVERALLs (damn i've been searching for this thing like since forever)
beach hat
"safari-inspired" short
MORE cheap but pretty TEEs
black skirt
black short
red belt
black CROCS / cheap flip flops / NOVO plastic pumps

CRAZZZY LIKE USUAL. later i will end up with everything that i dont really want coz i just cannot resist them. very typical of NADIAH lar (: lets hope i get want i want. HAHAHA

2006-05-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

ITS FINALLY THE EXAM PERIOD! yes.

i know.. what the hell am i doing writing in CAPS right? hahaha. feeling so wild now. HAHAHA. i am crazy. most of the people i know are all mugging for their papers.

i had my EEPS ct today and i think i did just ok. hahahaha. confidence level is still low lar.

& since i start poly, i 've been showing my darker side. and it truly suck. i am being someone whom one will hate one day. yes. i say i don't like this person and i will turn out to be that person. that goes for the same theory for "I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE MY MOM WHEN I GROW UP." and its all bullshit. in fact you will be worse than her. there's alot of example for you to see even at the comfort of your own home (:

its all REVERSE-PHYSCHOLOGY (screw the sp)

stains of hugs and kisses all over me now from the threesome (:
lov ei t!

2006-05-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

i believe if we were FATED to be, FATE itself will bring us together. and if we meet again in the future, i promised myself i will come up to you and tell you how much i love-D you. trying to put my dignity aside for a minute coz i just want you to know babe.

but,

if FATE never meant to bring us back again, then we are never meant to be. and i will swallowed it like a happy pill :)

LOVE is afterall a feeling. this day that FATE will bring us back, will be filled with LOVE or otherwise.

2006-05-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

topic of the day : WOULD YOU DATE YOUR OWN SIBLING?

i've heard this particular TRUE-STORY and i was SHOCKED like freaking hell.

imagine you're dating your own blood! OMG. you're living in the same roof, same room, same parent and maybe even same BED! WTFH. imagine your brother frenching you?! how disgusting can that be. and if HE even PROPOSED, what are you going to tell your parent?

you : "Hey mom, dad i want to get married."
parent : "To who my dear daughter?"
you : "MY BROTHER."

i tell you I WILL DIE ON THE SPOT.

what have the world turn into?

2006-05-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

my current height ; 186cm

believe me or not, i have grown taller than most of my friends NOW. HAHAHAHA. YES you saw that right i am 186 cm! haha. right amira? I can be anyone now.. coz i am tall!

i can be ;

SINGAPORE'S NEXT TOP MODEL
MS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE
MS SINGAPORE WORLD
STEWARDESS
FIRE-FIGHTER
POLICEWOMAN
ENGINEER
ELECTRICIAN
PILOT
JOURNALIST
BASKETBALL PLAYER
...
.....

haha. ok a little bit of exageration (screw the sp) tthere. hahaha. but i REALLY feel taller now. maybe coz of the volleyball training i had lately lar. always do knee extension! can die.

AMIRA is my big love. HAHA. i love her and i like her frens. altho i m lost in most of the convo i manage to pick out the keywords.. or either that i just laugh coz everyone is laughing (:

I CAN'T STOP SMILING TO MYSELF.

2006-05-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

raider came by my house today to pass me her a-maths notes. HAHA. we did a little bit of cathcing up coz its been 2wk since i last saw her (: i sayang that girl lar .

now i missed the another 3irls + leha + amira. HAHA. abe aper yg pasal piza nie? I GOT EXAM FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS STARTING ON 29 girls. go on holiday ar?

i m making an effort to be in-contact with lotsa people now. mainly the bgss/bvps ppl. in a few years time if my name ever comes up, you ll probably say, "Nadiah. Nows thats a name i haven't heard for ages. We used to be good friend. I wonder what she's doing now; i havent seen or thought of her in years!"

anws, my point is i DON'T WANT to be one of those easily forgotten people, so special, so influential, so crazy, yet years later just a vague face and a distant memory.

I NEVER BELIEVE ANYONES LIFE SUX. but i think mine do now.

2006-05-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

dot came to my sch yesterday (: i love that girl coz she really came to np to teach ME AND AMRIN a-maths. HAHA. settled down at the convention centre and start working. bloody hell. i am like lost all the way. hmph. anyhow can't wait for the lectures to proceed on log. HAHA. amrin was being a kepo-kepo kid the whole time. I LOVE AMRIN <3

we left the place ard 9pm coz nk sgt tgk DIA.. haha. and took bus home. took lotsa pixs but here are some to share.

amrin had to go off first coz his pet fish is in the vet-pital due to brain cancer ? :x HAHA

:D

i think we smooch alot that night (: don't jealous coz we're straight ok.

"ARRRRGGGGHH!"

the song was too depressing oookkkaaayyy..

BLUE FOCUS

can't wait for da vinci outing. except that there'll only be mas, dayu n amal? pffft. WTH? kental bacin nyer raider and dot :( HAHA

2006-05-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

i've got myself drunk and wet yesterday and reached home late. mother was cool abt it. phew*

HAHA. nolar. gila arh i go drinking. i went out w the PORNYs lar. watch POSEIDON. bloody hell. the movie was AWESOME! haha. violent giler and its PG . and imagine yourself swimming in the water full of dead corpses. but the plus points is THE HEROES HAVE HOTT BODS! like afiqah should say.. water polo guys! HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

md amirool is crazy with the LAKE HOUSE . go to his blog arh even got video.
like he say "so sweet kan. yet depressing.."

took lotsa pix lor w the pornys. CRAZYYY ! love them <3

after the show, we chilled at afiqah's crib. yeap. i love it there (: HAHA. talk abt lotsa stuffs. and i did something stupid coz md amirool dare me to ;$

fuckk

"Hello.. hello is anyone trapped there?"

2006-05-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

i was wondering so much abt this and i havent yet come to a conclusion. help me out ok.

here we go.. just now, on the way to sch i ter-jumpe my primary sch fren. i tot of elak-ing her coz i am in mood to say "Hi " to anyone.. but too bad, she saw me and i have to say "Hi" lar. then tiba-tiba, my brain cell started working abnormally (i am usually half-awke in the mrt in the morn) lar. i was practically asking myself "Eh, how come Judy(her name) still recognised me after so long? Haven't my face even change a bit?" then was asking myself the same question. "Eh, how come i still recognise Judy?" hahaha. i know i know. it may sound crazy but.. seriously..

MY FACE NEVER CHANGE AR SINCE PRIMARY SCH?! wtf. haha.

if thats the case, damnit i think i have to mutate myself into some one-of-a-kind-extraordinare woman lar! HAHA. shape my nose a little bit upards with fuller lower lips and higher forehead with an eyebrow lift! HAHA. ok. i think i am turning into a freak now.

COME COME SEE THE PIX OF ME 10 YEARS AGO. (the year i met my dotty syg :)

above pix `1996

bottom pix `2006

SEEEE SEEE! SEE WHAT I MEAN?! HAHA. i change alot right? (i refused to used 'ageing' ok)

2006-05-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH
DADDY YANKEE 's songs
NOW?

muahaha

2006-05-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

why is everyone enjoying themselves and not me? urgh. EG1 (enginering maths) is a sucky toot. oklar... havent really that sucky yet.. at least not until the "a-maths" topic pop up. i m going puking right now.

sch was pretty oklar today. had EG1 for 4hours with 2hours 'break' in between. honestly i preferred having tutorials rather than lectures sia. i am not concentrating in class ! amirul called me during c-programming (one of the modules i am taking) to ask if i was free. HAHA . he asked me out study w him and afiqah <-- ( its been ages since the last i saw this girl)

didnt make it coz i really want to finish my math online. yes. doing maths tutorials online. one big fucked up (:

stayed back for a while after sch with wilson. he asked me to show him a few stuff on c-pro and i have major prob w my maths. he is a nice person to hang out w coz he is so bloody info-mated. YES. info-mated as in he knows everything. a nerd? HAHA. sipi-sipi ar. HAHA.

i really want to watch movie on thur w my dear girl afiqah.
OI YOU ! ingat tau.
AND WE are going out to buy the slippers ar kambing on fri? all the girls also arh? (:

i have turned into this bored-person. i am no full of craps anymore. i lost my smile? i lost my laughter. the only time i could revive myself is when im w them.

AMIRA, dah lama tk bbual. BYK CITA NK CKP! (:

" if A likes B and B dont like A..
but B know A like B..
and B don't like A..
so you find out B is cursing A behind A 's back
and A is your bestfren
what would you do? "

TELL ME.

I LOVE DOT'S BOOBS (;

MANA AJER SI ZAIDI TAU ?! eddy toot!

2006-05-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

FIRST ATTEMPT OF PHONE PHOTO-ING

haha. take a look at the quality of my new hp camera.. is it ok?
check it out.. quite cool arh.. ;)

LJS; after the a HEAVY meal :x

second attempt. spot me , mas, and dot ok..

YA.. the macdonald smile + big eyes = WEIRDO

enjoy the nose picking!

F*CK YOU back :$

2006-05-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

i shall update you guys w the events that happen for the past 3 days oryte? :)

TUESday;
class started at 10 but i had to come early coz there's a group 'meeting'. wilson, nurlina and me met each other up and shared the info we had gathered. my team is doing on thermal detector something.... got to w SARS period lar. haha. the group decided that i will be doing the presentation (fuck) so i just agree. (another fuck) no choice. my hands will b all over the place i tell you .. haha. idayu should know what i m talking abt..

saw pak wing (!!) sitting alone at one corner studying.. i came over to talk to him. i miss him lar. since sec 2? haha. accompanied him for a while and off i wen to class. and if you tot of saying the word 'FATED' don't even try to get there ok... by all means PEACE :)

i was held back for awhile after the [ EECADS. <--- i hate this subj too. ] woah. BLOODy toot. i didnt submit the correct files. haha. so much for going back cepat. peeeeii giii dah! FUCK

WEDnesday
we had engineering maths make-up tutorials last minute. by the time i opened my email it was the day itself and i was bloody freaked out. tutorials not done.. thats why lar. so i sms shaheeb and ask him whether he got the mail.. and he said he also did. then we met up and went to sch together. he showed me the buses that come from clementi mrt and shortest route to class :) blur sotong.

then we ended up being the ones who arrived late and the only few who turned up. HAHA. but howells, i did learnt something. and shit i dunnoe how to do DOMAINS!
can someone explain to me in simple words.. urgh.

i officially hate wednesDAY. seriously. EEPS sux like hell. i m not good at mending stuff and yet we have this wire circuit that we have to 'fix'! if this continues.. i dont want to be an ELECTRICIAN! woah. physics. physics. physics. this time the real thing. DIE!

but mr-so-good-at-his-hand aka shaheeb was damn bloody good lar. i partner him in lab and we're like always the first to finish. haha. he keep going " Nad ok tk? " haha. damn nice lar. but i still am confused. the only thing i did for the whole 4hrs is screwing the wires in place.

DIE! i hope i dont fail in my practical sia! :x

and ya.. the whole time in lab.. our mr MOOO-nir keep doing this farting sound behind me. HAHA. and ming kai keep throw the wires at everyone and keep tapping me on the shoulder and step look other way. HAHA. ok. now the class is getting interesting :)

THURSday
VOLLEYBALL lesson was awesome! yes. you heard me. i mean i found myslef hanging out w all the super noisy, super enthu and super power chinese girls. wah v kecoh arh! and i had to run 1.6km before the lesson for warm up every wk for 10wks. DIE.

peiru was cool. she joined everything.. ok.. not everything but most lar.. of the cca. how cool is dat? she is so cheerful this morning. haha. ROCK on girl.

CATS class was oklar. came in w eunice and she reminded me of jolene. totally. haha. did some mind-breaking crap and was released early.

met up w mother at raffles to get the new phone. HAHA. i love my mother lar. i always get what i want. urgh. and now idayu made me felt guilty when she sarcasticly said "..haf everitink u wan ryte.." my mother work hard and i tried not to be lokek/stingy(sp?) to her. i dont expect much.. but my mother is cool. she understand me. understand the 'young culture'.

i owe damn lot to mother. money, education and stuff. tkper.. mother day coming in a wk? ahh.. i shall get something special for her in return.. <3 ya mother.

was i just LUCKY?

dgn berkat dan rezeki tuhan berikan . Alhamdulillah

2006-05-01T13:47:00.000+08:00

URGH! seriouslyy.. i think i have to re-take back class BAHASA MELAYU! my malay is going down the drain sia :x i spend 85% of my entire time talking in ENGLISH.. and 15% in MALAY. woah.. nama sahaja orang melayu.. OKOKOKOK! why the heck am i typing/saying/writing/thinking in BAHASA BAKU? okokok..

i m officially going KUKU :$

KWAN SANG WOOO! i LOVE HIM TO THE MAX!

anyway.. i've been missing a hell lots of the korean drama sad love story.. the drama is so HOT and HAAPPENING! and yet i still missed out. urgh. one reason i m watching korean drama is because..... I LOVE THE ACTORS EYES! seriously.. they haf this 'mata kuyu' / dreaming eyes.... aaahhhhh.. OK now i am tgh berangan-ing.... haha

but seriously if you have nothing better to do.. pick up a hobby by watching a hell lotsa KOREAN DRAMA/MOVIES.... then can do review with me.. we can open up a new club! hahaha :)

THEN cuci lar mata tu sikit ok!

2006-04-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

WE MET UP AT LAST! :) :) :) :) :)

we decided to chill at gelare citylink..
we took lotsa crazy photo.. so check it out ok!

waffle with jamaican chocolate and raspberry sorbet with caramel topping!

chocolate waffle with praline and cream and choco chips ;)

our miss idayu enjoy her waffle ;)

HAHA. raiderrrrr!

SEDAPPP GIILLLLERR!

teeth freezeee!

nmpk sah termenung kan MR K!

we're obsessed with knife today!

BANDITS?

@ VNC!

HAHAHAHAHA! CUTEEEEE KANNN!

the heels look awesome on dayu ;)

before dot came ....

dot finally arrive!!!

from top left; nadee w her BIG smile, dayu w her big eyes,
dot w the sweet smile, raider with her gigantic eye and mas w her small eyes?

the last shot before we went home at waterfront ;)

2006-04-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

be warned : EXPLICIT entry

school was pretty much ok for this week. but i feel fucked up lar for no reason. i came 'early' today.. but ended up coming just on time. the lecturer was late so phew.. c programming was a big fucked up. the whole class was in a mess but howell.. i get thru the class pretty well until the lecturer wanted to retain us for an hour coz we'll be missing her lesson. urgh.

the time goes by and i really really felt so fucked up today. i got pissedoff easily and FUCK YOU!

but someone made my day.. the smallest little detail actually matter to me. "Nadiah.. i like your shoe today ;) " he opened the door for me tday and i think he have the nicest smile for someone really quiet :)

on the ride home, a lovely couple sat in front of me in the bus. haaa... seriously, i envied those with a partner. yes i do.. coz i missed having my hand hold.. i missed the sweet little mesages my partner will send to me.. and how someone flattered me in a way i would blush so red. ahhhh.. now, i don't think i can even remember how to be in love.

i missed those days i spoke the 3 wonderful words to someone :)

REUNITE AT LAST!

2006-04-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

at long last a proper photo with 'my guy' ! haha.
now take note of my collar bone.. its protuding (sp?) out right!
and i am in no category of being 'slim'

and i love this pix of US! and everyone look pretty!

i miss this group of people real bad ;)

2006-04-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

1ST DAY

i came with yas coz her dad is fetching us. then met up w her frns and off i walking alone to my classroom blk. took the lift coz its at the 5th level.. and HONESTLY the lift stinks like hell. but wth.. endure... haha. late for first lesson.. actually not late lar.. just on time. ms tardy what. haha.

my classes was ok thou.. then after sch, met up with dot and off to taka. get my laptop cov and then had dinner at delifrance ;) BLOODY HELL! the service there... treat me and dot like shit. just coz i am a student i cannot afford to pay for the food.. the waiter aka typical malay boys.... was joking and laughing and making fun of us and doing their job. WTF right?! wateva lar ok.

arrive home just in time to watch DIA !!

2nd DAY

came in at 10 also like on monday. i am late... as ususl.. but im glad i meet up with some of the boys in class ;) ahd lunch near the swimming complex and at last i have msn messenger on my laptop.. hahaha. pathetic gitu.

after sch met up with yas and off to town again. yas got a bag frm converse and we had dinner at cahaya....

TODAY!

again late... hhaha. saw this guy, loong wei frm my class. walk together to class.... haha. at least im not alone... i had a difficult time during prac.... urgh. at least i got help from sha.. was supposed to have canoe training but i CABOT!!!! ahhahahaahaahha. i dun care!!!

2006-04-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT!!!!!!!! I AM NOT DEAD YET!!!

just to let you know.. i still LOVE MATTHEW :)

2006-04-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

NP orientation is boring. the atmosphere is mundane. and the fact i have to bring laptop every mon and tues is HELL! but i love my school library! hahaha.

i didnt take down any of my classmates number or any contact no. argh. and tomorrow.. i have to struggle to get to my classroom building. FUCK. urgh. there's only TWO girls in class and she is totally 'different' than me. that means my life now SUCK. at this current stage.. i am only close with this guy named wilson.. v gentleman-ly. hahaha.

and now tmr i am already starting school sia! and i am in still holiday mood. yes. i dont know if i can even survive tmr! but nvm.. miting dot tmr after sch!! selamat!!!!! hahaha.

the boys in my class are like turtle who hide in their shell when girls are around and there's two group.. one; over enthu.. another; kaki cabot... argh! HOW TO SURVIVE!!!!

NADEE IS OFFICIALLY DEAD :x

2006-04-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

i finally got everything that i need for sch. haha.

dayu and dot had already started with poly. since dayu's class finished at 1.. met up with her at town to get some important stuff ;) we proceed to CHECKS at heeren to get the PONY shoe. raider and i bought the same type but of different color. i got the orange one and raider the green one. haha. bought ankle socks at checks too. since we spent $50 and above.. we won ourselves a lucky draw each ;) raider got a holiday to genting vouchers and i got a travel bag... haha.

then we took neo! haha. MY 2nd neo in the entire year ;) then i got a water bottle at nike and off to bugis street.

so we reached bugis when its raining cat and dog.. in search of a belt that is below $10.. haha. dayu, raider and i got this kimono-like belt. we were very long there coz there's a huge 'drama' going on when we're buying the belt ;) haha. then got to the second level and each of us got ear studs & rings.. haha.

then, we chilled out at coffee bean waiting for dot and dayu waiting for amal. then dayu go off with amal and the rest of us proceed to parkway parade.... haha. dot, mas and i bought the $1 bags.. hahaha. then dot got aunt annie's and old chang kee...

it was late then and all of us want to watch DIA. hahhaha. so off we went home in a cabbie ;)

OHYA, i saw idah! haha. you look great ;)

the favourite sentence of the day "WE PAY SERVICES CHARGE OK.."

ANYHOW, I AM IN LOVE WITH THE CHOCOLATE FONDUE! niceee!

2006-04-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

BOYS HAVE TAILS

do you agree?

2006-04-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

SPECIAL DEDICATION TO MATTHEW CHUA.

you PIG! its been ages and now you are accusing me for not sms-ing you. i did ok! and then there's this person reply back and ask me who i am. if you knew my number.. which you already knew.. you wouldnt ask me again ok. and you hardly online ok. try to look up for you on msn and you're always not there. but then again.. i am 'busy' too. hahaha. whatever it is I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Matthew Chua Jin Xiong ;) i know you miss me too.. but having known of your EGO which IS SO BIG.. i bet you're denie-ing (sp?) it right honey? hahaha. so stop reading this special dedication from me to you and quick.. hurry pick up that handphone of yours and give me an sms! hahaha.. and by which i know you would never will.

oh well, i like just the way you are honey! see ya soon!

with love,
NADEE

2006-03-22T13:14:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! a proper post uhh. haha. anws, i m here to update to guys around abt my recent life and stuff. for your infomation, i got to ngee ann polytechnic if you keep asking. honestly, if you think its far.. i think republic polytechnic is further ok. anyhow, i am excited to start school coz if not, i think my big butt cant fit my door for me to get out of the house ;)

i am currently standing at a height of 163cm!!!!! 163cm TAU!!! happy giler beb. at least i am no longer in the 150cm++ range. but dont ask abt my weight. haha. can't wait to go shopping for clothes, begs, shoes, skirts, pants and stuff. yeah! haha. i reaally want to try breeks cafe sia. saw the ad ON TV and the food there look so gorgoeus! hahaha.

love-life; hahaa. can't wait to check out the guys in ngee ann. anyhow, i am in engineering course so you know.. hhaahaahahahah. wth? i miss mr amira-should-know-who-the-guy-whom-we-went to-the-concert-of..... ahahahahah. shhssshhhsshhhh. i really think he is cute! canot wait.

so at least in np, i have YASMIN. yeah! see you yas!

there is a cute guy sitting in front of me in the cc and he keep peeking at my computer.

HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! and now the freaking cc is playing that song from grease! haha. kan skg dah tgh prasan. ahhahahaha.

2005-12-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

oookkkaaayyy. everythings around me had been very hectic this few days. maybe coz of my pms? erm.. ya. i guess it is abt my pms. ok. i shall update the summary of what i had miss writing pass few weeks.

i already went to escape theme park with dot, raider, mj, rai, wj. i puke after taking the FREEAAAKKKINGGG YAKULT ride. and i am not going there again. the freaking daytona kart thingy is bloody scaryy.
i ll have mandarin classes as beginning of jan 2006. bloody excited! payback time.
i am working for 8 days as from 4 jan 06 from 8-11 p.m. HELL.
i am going karaoke FINALLY!
i went out with the girls like so early and come back so late
my girls and i walk from bedok to east coast and then had our breakfast and then go cycling in the rain with all the eyeliner smudging and then bowling and then play arcade and then pool. woah. without any breaks in between sia! ;) WE ROCKS !
DOT IS THE NEW MEMBER OF THE B.B.B. ;)

ok. my summary don't look like summary :)

i want to make a shoutout to my dearest girls ;

NUR SALIHAH BTE M.

AND

MARIYANAH BTE A. R.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A BETTER LIFE AHEAD!

2005-12-28T14:51:00.000+08:00

tag replies

jenna ; ILU too! miss you seh. amcm result?

dot ; OI! HAHAHA. selamat datang ke bedok cc beb!

matt ; MATTHEW CHUA JIN XIONG! I MISS YOU LIKE I MISS MY BED! eh you why nvr msg me? budget sia..... and then say we're over????????

yass ; WTH? hahahaha. eh if you miss mine.. i miss yours more!! IMU ILU!

ARANG! ; AAARRRAANNNGG!!!!!!! oi mr sombong! haha. how are you beb?!

amirul ; DIAMMM ARRH! ahahhahaha

amira ; AAMMMMIIIRRRAAAA!!!

2005-12-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

my plans for the holidays ;

~~read the whole of harry potter series and watch the movies again~~
go to the gym, exercise and be fit and slim like those supermodels (;
~~take up a sport at the cc nearby ?~~
~~earn a how to speak mandarin ?~~
stay at home - watch my japan, korea, philipines, thailand and mexican drama/movie ( i am a big fan of international shows )
~~catch all the movies i have missed~~
~~go kbox with my girls? ha ha ha (:~~ v soon!
. . . . .
. . . . .
. . . . .

i am so dreadful now! I HATE WASTING $1.50 FOR JUST AN HOUR USING THE COMP!

so longg guys ;)

2005-11-29T07:58:00.000+08:00

i will not be able to update my blog often
because

as from 1 Dec 2005 onwards . . .

i will have NO more internet acess at home

2005-11-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

i went out today. shopping? kind of. look around of raider's n dayu's clothes. we proceed to far east to check out the 'flowers' we re going to get. seriously i DO NOT LIKE MRT WHICH IS SO BLOODY PACK. people start to squeeze onto you and when they bump into you, you can't tell the difference between the feeling of plain squeeze or harassing. damn.

bad incident happened at espirit the other day and i mean real bad! don't want to talk about it. and i love dot and raider for not marah-ing me. and pujok-ing me by keeping going ''tkper nad.. tkper.." thanks guys :)

one of my goodfriend seems to be avoiding us all. haha. wateva lar. life is pathetic. maybe its just judgemental. i stick with my closest girls ; raider dayu and dot for 4years and still going on strong. nothing is better than an old friend whom i know in and out for years ;)

i am so fat now and i think if you see me now.. you won't recognize me. seriously. today, i tried to go on a diet. not eating the whole day and in the end i suffer a very bad migrane. argh. NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT FAST!

i am not looking forward for the grad night? hahahahaha.
coz there's no one special to bring me there :>(

2005-11-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

" BRIDE-TO-BE available, 16 years old, eligible housewife, 100% great cooking, desperate virgin..looking for a GROOM, above 16, must be working, must be a manager, handsome looking, n eligible to face the nonsence that will be created, must be entertaining n a lovable father as well. ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT 644***** or 933***** to contact her."

an eligible bachelor rang the hotline

*riiinnnng riiiiiiiiiiingg

*angkat gagang tepon

me ; SAPER TUUU
agent ; hello?
agent ; hello, agent for nadiah the brides-to-be, who am i speaking to?
male; hi, my name is *cough* ali bin se-mod, i'm a business man working at 896 company..i'm 18
me; I WANT BRAD PITT LOOKING!
agent ; waaaahhh
agent ; jap eh let me tell him
agent ; (me)erm, can u desribe me ur features?
male; erm, i'm strong, muscular, handsome like aaron aziz, tanned and very tall..
agent ; waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
agent ; so how nad?
me ; WAHH!!!!!!!!! CAN!!!

agent ; HAAAHHHA
agent ; oukay, miss nad said u are eligible. we will set u a date with her this erm, thursday, erm around 7? will that be good?
agent ; amcm nad?
me ; OKOKOKOK!!!!!!!!
agent ; which restaurant u want?
male ; that will be great, erm whhere should i meet her?
me ; anywhere lar
agent ; choose one hotel, mandarin? hyatt? raffles?
me ; hyatt
agent ; you will be meeting her at hyatt hotel, would you like to pay for the expenses or..?
male ; erm...uhhh....
agent ; eh, org ni tkde duit nak bayar keeeee
me ; TU AR!
agent; so how? nak tangguh ke cancel?
me ; okok lar. go dutch. coz i want aaron aziz look a like
male ; ermmm, tidak ape lah, i will tanggung the payment
agent ; miss nad just changed the plans, she wanna go to a dutch hotel...would u like it?
agent ; tak pe lah, lantak je
male ; ok, that will be nice...i know of a place

agent ; would you like to fetch her?
male ; of course! where shall i meet her?
agent ; mane ah?
me; hmm. maner2 ar
agent ; meet her at tanah merah MRT station at 7pm, be in your best suit n make sure u are in a car..
male ; but i can't drive one??!!
agent ; a taxi is a car
agent ; okay, all done...
agent ; okay, thank you see you there..good bye

*puts phone down

a typical stingy guy in action! hahahahahaahha. anyway. to long to read? i tell you something..
DOT CAN BE A GOOD SCRIPTWRITER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw, i love bryck 's newly pierced ear. HAHA! and i love afiqah except for the skittles! and i love each and everyone of god's creation ;)

HAIR-COLOURING EXPERIMENT. BLOOODY HELL.

2005-11-21T18:39:00.001+08:00

i look uber ugly in all of the pictures therefore i am not publishing any here.
MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HARI RAYA DAH NK HABIS! :(

2005-11-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

i actually went ber-raya last sat. haha. nvm abt that. i had fun despite having a terrible headache and went kerazzzeeey! yes. thanks to the pill mira gave to me.

i acted like an idiot the whole day. playing 'whose-gona-be-no.-1' game. yes.
i acted like a lost child, an immature for a day.
thank you for the fun i had.

anws, amira is so bloody competitive!! and mena got that nvr say die attitude and dot? woah.. seriously, we can join brisk walking. HAHA.

i suke azri afiqah amanina punye house! ;)

i look uber ugly in all of the pictures therefore i am not publishing any here.
MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2005-11-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

PLEASE GOD LET A MIRACLE HAPPEN

sex education no use?

2005-11-01T12:31:00.000+08:00

a week to o levels and i am here blogging. life's pretty hectic nowadays since tmr is deepavali and the day after the day is hari raya. no time to get this brain of mine to work extra hours coz i ll just end up with headaches the next day. coz my house is going to be filled with lotsa relatives from the four corner of singapore. thats coz, my granny is here, living in the same roof as me (:

so first paper SS and maths. yes. isk. i have not prepare enough for both subj. i am running out of time seriously :$

i can't wait for chalet. prom and the girls day out on the last paper of the o's. yes. we're gona rock the town. haha.

so i was watching moulmein high in the afternoon just now and i am curious.

DO MEN REALLY ONLY WANT ONE THING FROM WOMEN?

which is of course their body. it is really disheartening to know one day that your boyfriend loves your body more that your pesonalities. haha. i guess its another reason to get fat people?

BUT i really want to know. and how do you (women) react to dis kind of situation?

the man you loves dearly love for your body and not for yourself. i gues it is going to be a traumatised experience in life. another reason why girls should NOT go for casual sex. you know what i mean. its no good to go for abortion at this young age.

thats why there's sex education in sch? haha. and now more and more teens are getting pregnant coz of this? in this case, public should not blame the parents coz it is the decision made by their child who is matured enough to understand which is right and wrong.

thats a wrap! ;)

and i miss MATTHEW CHUA JIN XIONG who will later admit that he miss other girls and never once will say he miss me (:

you naughty sexy little thing! haha

2005-10-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

FOR THE RECORD ;

I HATE guys who does SWEET TALKING for A LIVING
I dont like surprises
I like men with fragrant
If i don't like your hairstyle i DONT LIKE YOU

and yes. I LOVE HAIR(s) what i am refering to is only the REAL hair where you comb everyday. not the one you shave. PLEASE NO WIG.

anyhow, i loveLOVElove curled, straight, HIGHLIGHT, mangkok-style, long, short, spike, afro, braids, blonde, brunette, MORE, MORE hairstyle.. those models in some hair advertisement and perfume ads of course those who are my friends and my families.

no offence BUT

i DON'T LIKE botak head, those like full moon cuts & males with long untidy hair. if you're mr rocker, well thats different story.

please. give me a break. i admit. i have fetish for HAIR. yes. I DO.

thank you very much ;)

bottomline; i dont like YOU who have BOTAK HAIRCUT.

anw, i miss you DOT. jom pergi ambik exam sama-sama on 31st.
good luck to the BGSS RESIDENT for O's

till now.
GOODBYE

2005-10-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

i am in love with songs from

BLONDIE !
QUEEN
DEPECHE MODE
NEW ORDER
DEF LEPPARD
SEX PISTOLS
THE CURE
NIRVANA
OASIS
TRAIN
DURAN DURAN
OFFSPRINGS
and MORE MORE MORE!

this bands ROCK my world like WOW! haha. try hearing the sound of the electric guitar!

anw, did i tell you how i love how ADAM play his electric guitar?! went jamming with them just now and i tell you its so bloody cool?!?!??! yes. and mr zaidi was throwing his drum sticks at us.. haha. anw, their i-forgot-the-nanme band rocks!

i nak NANO! NANO! NANO!

2005-10-17T05:36:00.000+08:00

141005

the NIGHT

i enjoyed myself. HAHA. had good laughs with the girls. everythang was a blast!
"BLOODY KOKLE!" *shakes head + vibrates hands in an OK sign + IODINE accent*
quote frm junn's

i hope i did cheer youR day DOT! and happy birthday azleen! ;)

as usual i shall just fill you in with the pictures ok :)

few of my favourites.

SATAY OBSESSION! look at the tonguess!

BLOODYY KOKLESSS! look at my eyess. ;)

2005-10-17T04:58:00.000+08:00

141005

the MORNING

everythang was at its LAST.
i shall just fill you in with the pictures ok :)

few of my favourites.

from left top corner;
meng, nemo, sallie, mas, idong, lulu, raider, nadee

my wife and my anak.
face must step a bit coz i m the bapak ;)

MRS NGGG! HAHA. RAFFLES HOTELL! HERE I COME..
cheyy ;)

2005-10-14T06:52:00.000+08:00

i ll miss ;

each and every member of class 2/1 (2003)
each and every member of class 3/4 (2004)
concertband members
MRS QUEKKK! my oh-so-loving-4yrs-form-teacher!
MR TNG
MATTHEW CHUA JIN XIONG
azri afiqah amanina (haha)
the rest of the sec 4E

i really hope to take pics with all of the above. ya. like duhh.

2005-10-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

the girls and i, dot & idong planned to break our fast outside. so what the toot happen. the guys came along and well.. it wasnt that bad afterall. HAHA. we were off to IKEA first before proceeding to town. idong bought boxes and i bought mugs. dot ? nahh. she didnt buy anything.

so after much arguement with the guys on where to break the fast.. we finally took 14 and off to town. ok.. so we're late and break our fast in the bus. ya. kinda pathetic. we FINALLY reach town in like 30min. pheww. HAHA.

the guys went off to pray first at the nearby surau and we decide to settle down at ljs and eat. BUT. ms idong was so entu in shopping that we only drank water and after that went shopping all over heeren. HAHA. after much shopping, we finally settled at BK. i got myself a whopper. and the rest some burgers. after that, met zaidi at the BK itself and off we went shoping at cineleisure. walk and walk.. ms idong again suggest to take neo coz its BEEN AGES since like the beginning of the year. HAHA.

we took a smaller machine and was so so so kecoh with all this guys. HAHA. after much try out.. HAHA. we took the normal one. the poses ar pretty cute but... this one idiot go and press OK when the selection part come out. OMFG. haha. amal amal.. isk. so picture not nice... take again... haha. so we took another one. $10 seh. for one machine. bloody ex. haha.

after that.. the shopping spirit is still in the air.. and ya.. we proceed to taka.. search for cinderella shoe. don't like? so off to wisma pulak. haha. and now my legs are killing me. damn. haha.

but anyhow, i love yesterday. the neo and all. HAHA. funnneyy ;)

AND YA! DID I MENTION.. IDONG, ME & DOT ALL GOT THE SAME HP? HAHA. so now.. lets just wait and see if raider pon got the same phone ok! ;)

ok. post too long. but wth.. i m HAPPY. no more shop shop after this :(
some pics at random.. ENNJOYYY! ;

happy tree friends by the aquarium ;)

another group shot ... the fishes are more clearer now.. ;)

the fews that make it ;)

2005-10-07T06:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO ;)
i got nothing to blog.

SELAMAT BERPUASA MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT.

2005-10-03T04:10:00.000+08:00

my post is getting more mundane.. bla bla bla.

so here's at random ;)

ENNJOOOOYYYY~

say TWISSSTTTT! ;)

like mother like daughter ;)
TWISSSSTTT!

PRESENTINGGG...

THE DARLIE FAMILY :D

2005-10-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

the gerls; dot, raider, idong came over just now. we're watching the eye 10 and obviously seram our heads off. HAHA. bought cup noodles and settle in. after that we had a mini 'make-over hair day'. HAHA. tried out some hairstyle from the mag at my house. and i am so in love with this *turqoise pointed-heels from gripz. ALL of us thought of wearing the same shoe for hari raya? yay! haha. cool.

*turqoise beb! matching with my *fuhsia baju kurung. HAHA. so nono. but who cares? pfft.

i have to start on MATHS now. god help nadiah. ;)

*screw the spelling for my colours lar ok.

i sayang my gerls. dot, raider, idong, mas, mira, leha, yas, mena, aziza ..

and of course i miss MATTHEW CHUA JIN XIONG! where are you?
i hardly see you in school now.
anw gd luck or the eoy exams dear <3

and AMIRUL merepek ar nari.. HAHA. pfft. ;)

2005-09-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

so if we scored DISTINCTION for FNN, we're gona get a treat at the raffles hotel buffet which cost $52++ per head. imagine that. me, meng and mas made a 'promise' to get a distinction in the beginning of the year.. and so we're gona work hard. HAHA. best nye! ;)

i m officially painting my room LIME GREEN! haha. or maybe turqoise (sp?) or maybe purple. and have everything in my 'new' room remotely control. HAHA. best nyer.

OMG.

1 features which attracts me the most;
THE SO UBER COOL HAIR! ;)

and of course the big eyes!

AISHITERU! <3

2005-09-27T05:38:00.000+08:00

we catch the 5pm show at CS. and we came just in time. NIGHTWATCH was the best movie of the year! its so nice that i am thinking of watching it TWICE! haha. magic, vampires, witches, war between good and evil and FANTASY.. they interest the hell out of me ;)
so basicaly it about the mixture of charmed, constantine, van helsing and maybe a little bit of matrix. so if your any of this show/movie fans.. YOU GOT TO WATCH NIGHTWATCH. its kinda late to watch but its worth it.

i am proud to say.. i took THE METRO home. HAHA. russia beb!

had a fabuluous time with arnab and madu.

so they met someone who obviously i don't want to meet. haha. & my date save me from that meeting i should say. WOW! haha.

*****

i am dying. i see the future and it happens. i am having weird dreams im telling you. save me from being sucha freak ;(

2005-09-26T09:05:00.000+08:00

so HE who think i am a girly-girly type of girl is WRONG. please/ i maybe gullible at times but i am NOT STUPID. when i say i don't like means i don't like. UNDERSTAND ME. whatever.

so i patch things up ith matthew. HAHA. aiya i love you.. you love me.. we make the world happy ok dear. HAHA. i WILL DEDICATE a post to you when i really have time. and please show me more ENTHUsiasm. HAHA. aiya miss you lar mr-i-am-so-clever ;)

anw, I AM SUPPORTING SYED AZMEER! is that how you spell the name? haha.

have you read the Berita Minggu? mainly about TEENS and pregnancy and abortion and woah alot more lar.

AND YA! mom told me she saw this couple at the 6th level (my estate have a mini garden on the 6th level) thon-ing there. then, when they were leaving.. OMG, they were kissing on lips and touching each other like nobody business and let the whole block seee. seriously, EWW! please at least do 'IT' in a secluded area lar ok.

*DISGUSTED

2005-09-24T03:25:00.000+08:00

mira just went off from my place and im here alone in my room. we chat about alot of stuffs.. as usual girls talk and gossip and more gossips. HAHA. watch herbie for the first part and decide to stop lar. HAHA.

so we check out friendster and i receive this message. ok, i have this TRAUMATIC FEAR upon receiving any message on friendster. guess saper nyer ACCOUT NAME KLUA?! yeah you've guess it the person whom i have least expected had send me a message.

*explicit entry

'' oK LeTS do tHis ,,ok me no gonna disturb ...,,cmon..O'levels..in thecorner..aite.ok u know why i am giving u a msg...,ok i am not gonna like expect u ..to make himhappy or wat...u know but at least ...be hisfriend...u know...ok anyway he has no idea i ammsging u...,,i juz wanna say...that he has thehots for..you...anything u wanna ask me ,,, i cananswer anything....,,ok

gd luck for 0'level....ok.. gotta go..i'm outtie....

U wanna testi ,,,juz holla me back aite.. ''

*no edits.

i don't want your testy. i don't want anything to do with you. please stop acting like ONE BIG FKCU and i hate that HIP-HOP SLANG YA USING !

alamakkk !

and i have been receiving alot of FREAKING UNKNOWN NUMBER lately. stupid nak bebual.. bebual ar. orang angkat ckp. klu tknk ckp JGN TELEFON! and i hope IT IS NOT YOU . argh. jgn kacau org lagi boleh tk. your intention may be baik tapi please.

DON'T WANT MEANS DON'T WANT.

and another guy in sch. WOAH! another BIG FKUC. alamak. when i am not interested in YOU, means i am NOT. stop filling the space with gifts. i don't want to makan budi orang ok. esp you.. WHO LOVE TO UNGKIT . grrrr.

pegi mampos. >:(

2005-09-22T09:35:00.000+08:00

i noticed there's TOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUCCCHHHH ...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

in my post.
howells, HAHA.

2005-09-22T08:10:00.000+08:00

the two 'partners-in-crime' is back. haha. they called me at 15++hr just to prank me. HAHA. what a joke. but you people really got me going 'WHAAATT THHEE HEELL?!' haha. nice one. so i've been punked? haha. i guess so. you two naughty little thing! ;p

so MR ARNAB got me outta bed immediately when he said he was under my blok. haha. no way i am coming down. then he passed the fon to MS MADU and said they've fooled me. HAHA. nice one. really got me going tingg-tongg-tang-BOOMM at the moment of time.

haha. AND please don't freak me out again esp like waking me up from my nap and said my house is on fire. HAHA.

****

geog ?! screwed it lar. haha.

anw i deleted my previous post cause i wanna move on ;)

Aris,
i saw you that day. i know we both were stealing glances of each other. you never want THE THING between us in the first place right? its ok. tell me. i've moved on. i've erased you from my heart, my soul, my head, my brain, my mind. i don't wished to be hurt by you again.

if i were to regret this one day, i'll know you're made for me.

2005-09-16T10:20:00.000+08:00

to whom it may concern if you're still reading/blog-hopping/spying/ranting/bitching or wateva behind my back,

i decided not to write about you lar. malas. i thank god for drifting us apart. i don't know what will happen now if i am still your friend. and congrats on having TWO WORLD RECORDS.

1. being FIRST HUMAN on the surfaces of earth to survive more then 16years of having two faces attach to a head. (WOAH!)

2. for having the BIGGEST mouth on this planet which is as big as 1954,432,837,592 times of a testicle.

once again, i am SO proud of you!
(round of applause please)

*****

oh, the arnab and madu pass my house just now? haha.
the rabbits gonna eat those honey ;)
ok dirty thought is filling the spaces in my brain now ;p

again about trust. wateva.

happy bdae kambing.
may all the grass jelly be with you.
<3 you.

social studies. sucky sucky.

i shOuld be studying ;)
ok bye.

2005-09-15T05:20:00.000+08:00

i have been having lotsa CELEBRITY CRUSHES man for chinese-japanese guys! for now, they shall be my motivation lar. hahaha.

TAKUYA KIMURA! i love you lar. HALU!
MAYBE!

ok. finish already nadee!
but wait-wait! one moreee!

AND

not forgetting! 183 club. haha.
i still love my JOHNNY YAN.
my first chinese celebrity crush! all thanks to yilin and the chinese girls in my class. <3

matthew don't jealous eh. ;p

AND

the prelims malay paper is very very DIFFICULT! i mean like really tough!
:$

i shoUld be studying now.
ok bye.

2005-09-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

here are the list of people i miss (not in any random order):

Matthew Chua (!)
Nadzirah
Arafah
Florence
Jojo
Junjun
Syafiqah
Melvin
Huda
Seetah (sp?)
most of the band members
Qamal
Salem
Noraidah
Idayu
Faridah
Masita
Mariyanah
Ameng
'Nyamuk'
members of class 2/1 `2003 (!)
members of class 3/4 `2004 (!)
Atikah (!)
Hafizah
Julina
Janna
Cousins (!)
BVPS class 6/4 `2001
_______
All those who make me life worth it - my Family (!)

2005-09-02T06:36:00.000+08:00

i heard about miss yip guys. i think the whole school have? its a v sad thing indeed to lose someone who took care of you. like a child with no mother. maybe we just have to respect people's decision.

life gotta go on ok band-mates.
with or without her,
i believe we can still make it!

i knew something. i am not made unreasonable ok.

happy teachers day.

2005-08-31T06:56:00.000+08:00

CIKGU IS READING MY BLOGGG!
haha.

assalamualaikum cikgu!
see ya people soon ok.

2005-08-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

i was browsing thru my friendster testimonial when i came across this testy.

" hie... hmmmmm... wat can i sae... got 2 noe tis gurl through my once close fren... which she had a crush on.... hehehe... shes a veri sweet gurl... alwayz wif all her cool frens...but now a daes i neva get 2 see her... shes veri frenly oso... did i mention shes pretty?? well... shes veri pretty as u can see in the pic...well tats all...(4 now) sori i couldt write long2... if got ani probs... just tell me k? stay hapi alwayzzz.... byezzz... "

a testimonial from someone.
i rmb how estatic i was receiving the testy.
haha

now we're back to square one.
strangers AGAIN like before.

i miss you.

2005-08-26T09:59:00.000+08:00

today wasnt really a pretty long day. except this guy frm sch MR F.A. keep pestering me for my number. excusimuaaa.. boy you have my handphone number and in no way or another, i will give you my home no. beg till you die also i won't! this F.A. from last year.. being my bloody stalker, a barrier in my previous relationship. i hate youu.

so tell me.. should i give him a chance?

peer-tutoring was like ok. only this time we're sacking around! even gina. mrs leow gave us some pep talk or what? alar.. i don't pretty much care.

WE : me, mira, mena, dayu, amal & mas went to see the resort. OMG! aloha resort is v peaceful and nice! compared to two the other two. it was raining and we're kinda drenched but thank god it finally stopped. so we're trespassing the place and checking out all the facilities there. COOL! i really like the place.. the sea vieww.... fuyooo! v relaxingg.. BUT i dont like the location! its 'ulu' lar.. its situated deep-deep in pasir ris. i would only agree if there shuttle bas ok mira! haha.

im facing lotsa prob. trust? is anyone that trustworthy?

2005-08-24T05:48:00.000+08:00

im having the worst week of my life.
x-ray my neck.

i will update some other time ok.
my head is spinning now.

*prelims

2005-08-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

sweetsixteen was awesome. except i really screwed up for ORAL! grrr..
anws i really enjoyed being officially 16 NOW!
haha ;)

speciall thanks to :

mommy; i love the new phone!

granny; cash is the best!

sis; i love the princess! i am beautyy in beauty and the beast <3

wedor, dayu, mas, farfar, yas; i LOVVEEE the choker. so rainbow!

faris, amal, hidayat; alamak you guys are the sweetest man! black/pink punk-prints on the slipper!

salihah; all the wishess.. diamonds studdd! (soon) ;)

the rest; to those who wished me the best of luck! mira, zaza, pakcik, jojo, junn, mirul, az, effa, edah, aisha, hanna, rai, hasina, hafiz belo, janna and lots more.. thanks a million!